February 2011
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important request.
does anyone know how i can email/contact The Script? they’re performing where i live and my little sister is so heartbroken that she can’t be here that i am actually trying to see if they will send her something autographed. so if anyone knows an address/email ID you would be making my day AND hers :) and i have to end with a question mark so that you can answer so here ?
Feb 23rd
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ListenSince this is a place where I post stuff I...
Feb 21st
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in which i try very hard to write a post about...
so i have been accused of being sad all the time. and as you can see from my previous post, my first reaction was defensive: i’m not sad and pathetic, i’m happy and well-adjusted and my life is perfect, und so weiter. (side note: i am allowed to show off and use german words once in a while. especially when they’re such cool-sounding words. this is not pretentious, it is...
Feb 20th
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i don't really have anything to say today.
i don’t know what to write today so i am doing this stream-of-consciousness blog post about nothing. it’s twenty to twelve and i am sitting in my room. i like my hostel room. it’s messy but not in a dirty way - i mean there’s no laundry on the floor and breadcrumbs on the bed, it’s just messy in a lived-in sense. post-it notes everywhere, piles of books. i am...
Feb 17th
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i am indignant today and so i made a list.
1. there is nothing wrong with being sad some of the time. we are humans, not that guy from star trek with weird eyebrows and no emotions. 2. i am NOT sad most of the time. in fact i am, in my opinion, quite a happy person. i smile a lot and i only ever cry over episodes of grey’s anatomy and/or glee.  3. being introspective is not the same as being sad. why do people think it is? 4....
Feb 16th
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"preserve your memories, they're all that's left...
i am terrified of forgetting. when i was small and lying in bed alone in the dark, i didn’t worry about monsters or ghosts. i worried about what would happen if i lived my life and then died and was reborn, and that someday i could be this totally different person who would have no recollection of this, my present life. the thought haunted me - it made me cry sometimes - and i’m still...
Feb 16th
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sloppy firsts.
i don’t understand how people write. how do you write without getting personal? i can’t. an essay, yes - although my opinion always leaps out of the page. a magazine article, yes - although being objective and clinical is so near-impossible that i end up writing book reviews instead. so then…if you do get personal…if everything you write is a reflection of your thoughts...
Feb 15th